The Missing Peace

We never really know how or why. It just happens. We lose our jobs. We lose the ones we love. We make mistakes. And sometimes we don't know why.

Life is hard to understand. It's like a puzzle but you seem to always be missing that last piece to put it all together. To make it stable. And to complete the picture. We can't complete the picture.

It doesn't make sense. We try and try. To make others happy. But it seems like we're always the ones who end up "making the mistake" and it's "our fault". Because we can't control what happens in life. Just how we can't control how to complete the puzzle. There's always a piece missing.

We wake up in the mornings and wonder what's going to happen. Are we going to make that person happy? Are they going to come home upset? How can I do this right this time? With the fact being, we still don't have that piece. We don't have that peace.

There's a reason my blog is called the unexpected. Because that's what I live every time. Sometimes I fall upon a piece of that puzzle. But then I realize it doesn't fit. So I continue looking and climbing hills with boulders resting upon my shoulders. It's an every day battle to keep going. To find that peace. To make them happy. To find that job.

The reality is, we're going to be searching until the end of time. There is no secret book with the answers. Nothing you can find on Google. This world simply doesn't have the answer. But we'll keep looking. And if you ever find it, I wish you the best.